I've been looking at pictures of my friends, thinking about the creativity of my family, and feeling attacked by the Green Goddess- Envy.
Then I thought: What if they envy me? The woman who GETS to be a brooding artist, with time and craziness as asset and muse...
And then I thought: How did they create their Beautiful Lives? They probably made some sort of decision along the way to live the way that they found beautiful and comforting, and to live true to themselves.
And now I'm thinking: What kind of life do I want to live? What turns me on and makes me sparkle with Joy and Content?
I know that I am so close. Just a hop, skip, and jump away to my Enviable Life. To MY inspirational storybook ending...
And the block is gone. The gloves are off. And freedom to live the life I choose is once again on the front burner.
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